Very cranky today

Sorry I didn't write yesterday. Nothing seems to be standing out. Well at least something I haven't already talked about. But today I'm cranky. I woke up cranky and then the job interview Daddy was suppose to have made me crankier.

He got a call from this lady at this job in Duluth, MN. They wanted to do a phone interview with Daddy today but she didn't know what time (either 10 or 11am) and would let him know. Daddy got home from working at Cabela's and went straight to his email (since she didn't call or email back) and sent her an email double checking the time. The woman emailed him back and said they offered the job to a guy yesterday and are waiting to hear back from him. If he doesn't take the job then they'll interview Daddy next week.

WHAT?! Who does that?! I've been in management and interviewed people. If you tell someone your going to interview them, YOU INTERVIEW THEM! Even if you had a great interview before them you still interview them because maybe they have something the other person doesn't. You DON'T then tell them you offered the job to someone and then expect them to wait around. Which unfortunately Daddy is stuck doing. If we weren't in this predicament he would tell her where to go.

This is SO frustrating! I know God will provide but why do people have to be so heartless and cruel? And I'm NOT happy!! I want to yell, scream, throw something (or someone) anything!!

Did I mention I'm crabby? I feel awful Daddy is having a hard time finding a job. I feel awful he feels like a failure and can't support his family when he is trying SO hard. I feel awful that I'm crabby and taking it out on him.

I think I'm getting cabin fever. I haven't been out of the house since last Sunday and that was only for church. My next outing probably won't be until Sunday. Again, for church. It's WAY to cold to take Little Man out. It's hard wanting to do something and can't do it because the bills need to get paid. So here we sit.

Little Man is in this repeating phase. Or it's just him being a 2 1/2 year old. 'Mommy, what are you doin'?' 'I'm doing laundry.' Not two seconds later. 'Mommy, what are you doin?' 'Still doing laundry, Little Man.' I think 5 seconds passed this time 'Mommy, what are you doing?' 'Little Man go play in your room!'

His new thing is to say 'What? What'd you say?' EVERYTIME I say something. He'll ask me a question and I'll answer him and then he'll say 'What?'. I'll repeat myself and he'll say 'What'd you say?' I know he heard me and it drives me bonkers. Why is it so hard to listen the first time?

Mommy's cranky today and I need a timeout.